Visitation
Once you gain deep entrance to your inner world, nothing remains the same. The external world loses both its charm and its horror. The inner world of emptiness, flowing energies, light, bliss, muscle and organ movements becomes far more interesting. The inner world is filled with activity. This is not like day dreaming with images, memories, and thoughts, a whole new realm of inner phenomena fill that inner space—the Void.
As your awareness deepens new things keep happening, from bliss that lasts days, weeks, or months, to the experience of inner aspects of your own sense of self. For me, I first felt that I experienced God in me, as light and fantastic energies arising and expanding. Then I saw the divine was really me.
Then I became the sentience coexistent with the entirety of existence, aware of the emptiness, aware of all things in the world; everything became me, and I became everything.
Then the process of identification dropped and there was no me, no world. All that there was, was everything, inseparable, without time or thought.
As your awareness deepens new things keep happening, from bliss that lasts days, weeks, or months, to the experience of inner aspects of your own sense of self. For me, I first felt that I experienced God in me, as light and fantastic energies arising and expanding. Then I saw the divine was really me.
Then I became the sentience coexistent with the entirety of existence, aware of the emptiness, aware of all things in the world; everything became me, and I became everything.
Then the process of identification dropped and there was no me, no world. All that there was, was everything, inseparable, without time or thought.
Then strangely yesterday I had a visitor. An energy being, who was me, appeared in me as a separate aspect of myself. Before, I had felt this as God, and then as me. But this time it was like a new being, a separate being with its own mind and energy, who wanted also to play in this body along with me who had no location.
It was subtle, was translucent, energetic, and made me so happy by its presence.
Of course it was me, but an aspect I had not seen before with its light and magical presence--dancing.
For the last 6 weeks I have had either Max or Michael taking care of me, which means I didn’t have to do much except sit in my easy chair and feel and observe within—almost continuously.
I can see why Robert never wanted to leave his rocking chair. The unfolding of the inner world that occurs in silence and residing in one’s inner world is enjoyable beyond belief.
It was subtle, was translucent, energetic, and made me so happy by its presence.
Of course it was me, but an aspect I had not seen before with its light and magical presence--dancing.
For the last 6 weeks I have had either Max or Michael taking care of me, which means I didn’t have to do much except sit in my easy chair and feel and observe within—almost continuously.
I can see why Robert never wanted to leave his rocking chair. The unfolding of the inner world that occurs in silence and residing in one’s inner world is enjoyable beyond belief.
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